And more importantly, what I've been doing.
You see, back in 2009, when I was still kickin' on this site I was living with my girlfriend at the time, Bren. This was after I had been broken down by her that I stopped coming to this site.
You see, she beat me psychologically to the point to where I was dependent upon her attention, her love, her acceptance. I was completely useless without her, and for lack of better words, whipped. My mind had shut down and I only knew making her happy, and I had no independence.
I didn't have friends, I lived and breathed being around her, and one day, when I had been a good plaything for too long, she dec